HEADACHE !!!

aloha !! i'm having terrible headache since pass 3 days.. urgghh !!! so cant stand it.. but da worst headache i'm having iz yesterday n today.. feel like wanna thrown up + headache + a lil bit of toothache + etc..

ntah2, i hav some sort of tumor in my head.. hua hua hua !! no laaa.. cant b !! i think may b coz of somting else la may b.. n hope so..

now i feel lik going 2 hav fever.. NO !!! i cant b sick 2morow.. coz 2morow my class will going 2 eat at KFC 2gether.. some kind of feast celebrated at the end of da year wif classmate n teacher.. durhh.. jamuan akhir tahun..

cruz, u'r superb healthty.. 2morow u can go to KFC.. superb healthty !!! superb healthty!! (100x)

errmm.. so sleepy r.. but hav to wait 4 a guy who 'dunno wat time iz it now n keep me waiting 4 him'.. so un-gentleman !! i think i just go 2 sleep.. let him wait 4 me till 2morow morning.. hahahaha.. so long n gudnite !! aloha !!

i'm sick !!!! awful !!! = <

aloha !!! i'm sick today.. not going to skewl.. feel so awful..

ok kidz.. i'll teach u some math. lesson.. so pay attention.. or i'll FRY u !!! dis wat u'll learn..

rheumatism + headache + toothache + sore throat = wat i feel rite now... arrrgghhh !!!

understand ?? if u not understanding wat i teach u.. get out of da class NOW !!!

a few minute later..

errmm... i'm feeling much better now.. coz i just watched my beloved ones in tv(pierre SP) while eating my feveret fruit(pear).. if u're notice, my feveret fruit n beloved ones spell most a like.. hehehee.. =P

k !! chow !! i'll write some more when i hav time.. bye2 !! tata !! aloha !!

_{written by,
someone who feel much better than 10min. ago..}

welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

#*To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

#*

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

#*


**maybe u'll say dis song is so last year.. but i like it a lot.. mula2, when i heard dis song, i feel nothing.. just enjoy it, suker2.. but now, i understand da lyrics.. coz its happen in my life.. really happen.. all da words in da lyrics is happening to me..every time i hear dis song, i cry.. i cry alone, all myslef.. coz no body notice me.. i cant understand y.. i hope its ends real fast.. coz i cant stand it anymore.. oh god, plz help me !!! i so cant stand it no more.. im so desperate + sad + tension + lonely + bored ..

2morow hav 2 go 2 skewl !!!!

aloha !!!! herrrrrrrrrmmmm.. damn r.. 5week hav 2 go 2 skewl on saturday.. on SATURDAY !!! weekends tau.. time ni la nak lepak2 kat umah, or hang out wif my fwen kat wetex ke.. but now, its over !!!! my schedule is full of "blajo" je !!!! after go 2 skewl on saturday. hav to go tusyen lagi.. aiyooo.. penat r.. then mlm baru leh wat keje skolah(x wat pon.. tgk tv) my mum's skewl x ganti on saturday.. but they hav 2 go 2 skewl after raya.. gerebti.. confem 100%.. ratio(wah!! bhs skema + cerdik plak) yg dtg mesti sket gilerw.. mesti 1:10.. coz they say "org nak balik kg. r.. x de masa nak g skolah.. tgh raya2 ni nak skolah plak.. ah, x nak aku dtg skolah.." ermm.. but luckily, its selang-seli.. dia week hav, next week dont.. so, my plan 2 go 2 watch movie next saturday x cancel.. yeah!! (d only things i'm happy rite now).. ermmm.. got nothing 2 do laaa.. my sibs sumer x de.. so bored stayed at home wif no fwen.. ; <

written by,
-me!! org yg damn bored, hav nothing 2 do maa!!-

kantoi !!!! x kantoi !!!! bad luck !!! gud luck !!!!

aloha !! errmmm.. td bad luck sket.. coz kantoi duk dlm bilik seni n x dpt amik gambo(xde kamera).. tp ada gud luck sket coz x kantoi g beli mknan kat luar.. alhamdullilah!!

kantoi..
>> kitaorg mls nak duk kat dlm class.. so we all duk r kat dlm bilik seni lama2.. ingatkan nak sampai balik.. tp terkantoi plak kol 10.30++..
>> sebenarnyer masa terkantoi tu, aku x de.. went 2 buy ice blended.. balik2 je kat bilik seni, cikgu azizah dah panggil geng aku yg ada kat dlm tu..
>> cikgu azizah amik nama kitaorg.. then membebel bebel sket(like alwayz)... pas2 baru nak lepaskan kitaorg..

x dpt amik gambo...
>> aku bawak kamera.. tp x de battery.. coz my sis letak mana ntah.. or may b my bro n sis dah amik battery rechargeable(khas 4 camera)bwk g kl...
>> i thought amal bwk kamera.. so i can amik her battery, n put in mine.. but she say "alina, ko bwk kamera.. aku lupa!!!"
>> so x de r gambo nak letak kat cni.. :(

x kantoi..
>> kitaorg ni dah kelam kabut, sampai x mkn masa recess (recess awal, kul 8)
>> so we make decision 2 buy nasi lemak at gerai beside sabgs.. but it's outside..
>> ain said, we can order it from da gate..
>> so, aku, ain n buzzel g la beli mknan (7nasi lemak,7 air)...
>> takut seyh.. coz mana la tau kantoi.. sorang tlg cover line.. 2orang g order/amik mknan..me n ain gilir2 tunggu 4 food..
>> buzzel plak(who's incharge tuk cover line) nmpk ada pengawas kat atas.. takut gak kalo dia nmpk kitaorg.. kantoi nanti !!! mampusshhh !!!
>> things went completely smooth.. nasib baik !! alhamdullilah !!!
>> n td, time nak balik.. ain ckp pengawas yg td pon g beli mknan kat gerai tu.. siap ckp kat ain lagi, "sekali-sekala pon sy kena langgar peraturan.. dr sy mati kebuluran.. dr pg x mkn".. huhuhu.. chayuk btol laaa..

b4 balik td, cikgu azmah wat ujian math.. ok laa.. bleh thn senang.. hope 2 get an A.. paling teruk pon B+.. wish me luck !!! aloha !!

yahoooooooooooooooooooooo.com

aloha !!! yeah !!! gud news.. td my math teacher ckp "ujian RK ditangguhkan.. jadik minggu depan awak x de pekse RK laaaa..." pehhhh !!!! best gilerw seyh.. x yah penat2 nak baca buku last minute.. syok gilerww !!! then, another great news is.. i dunt hav 2 wear clown cloth anymore.. citer dia cam ni.. 2morow hari Q(kualiti) kat skolah.. me n my pal ditugaskan pegang bunga mangga.. cikgu kasik baju yg buruk giler nak mampus.. sbb nak traditional, so kena pkai baju tu.. but nasib baik aku dpt carik baju lain yg tradisional.. pinjam baju cikgu MATH, baju kebaya waner pink.. insya Allah, esok aku amik gambo, then letak kat cni.. hehehe.. k aloha!!!

Mission : take picture of ST.. byk dowh suey..

aloha !! here da story.. malas nak tulis balik kat blog.. just using my conversation wif my kazen.. me tell him everything !!!! so, read it..

fauzi daen: pe cite ko erkk??
fauzi daen: ade cite best ka??
cruzito_gurlz05: errmm...
cruzito_gurlz05: let me c..
cruzito_gurlz05: ada.. tp x tau kalo ko nak dgr..
fauzi daen: ok.
fauzi daen: ko cite jerkk..
fauzi daen: aku dgr..
fauzi daen: hehehehe
cruzito_gurlz05: ermm..
cruzito_gurlz05: ni citer masa aku g wat kgt..
cruzito_gurlz05: ko tau x kgt tu pe ?
fauzi daen: bende tuu
fauzi daen: ??
fauzi daen: tu bhs mua ape??
cruzito_gurlz05: x laaaa.
cruzito_gurlz05: tu bhs bdak skolah
cruzito_gurlz05: huhu
cruzito_gurlz05: kgt tu wat kajian geografi..
cruzito_gurlz05: aku wat kajian pasal kwsan perumahan..
fauzi daen: 0o0
fauzi daen: ok..
fauzi daen: thann??
cruzito_gurlz05: then, aku n da geng, nak g kilang ST kat jmbtan tu nak amik gambo
cruzito_gurlz05: kitaorg naik moto from tmn kwn aku kat stesen minyak lg satu tu
cruzito_gurlz05: ko tau kan ?
cruzito_gurlz05: kat tjg agas..
cruzito_gurlz05: tmn2 kat c2 r..
cruzito_gurlz05: lalu blakang, naik moto.. vroom2 !!!
cruzito_gurlz05: huhu..
cruzito_gurlz05: sampai2 kat kilang tu, ada la plak polis..
cruzito_gurlz05: kitaorg dah takut..
cruzito_gurlz05: coz kang takut polis tu nak tgk lesen..
cruzito_gurlz05: kitaorg ni byk kesalahan.. x pkai helmet, naik moto 3org (kwn aku), x de lesen..
cruzito_gurlz05: otai sket r..
cruzito_gurlz05: huhu
cruzito_gurlz05: kwn aku yg bwk moto ni dah cuak.. dia pon tinggalkan aku(ditugaskan nak amik gambo), then dia lari g masjid kedua tu..
cruzito_gurlz05: masalah 1 selesai..
cruzito_gurlz05: masalah ke2 plak, masa aku amik gambo tu, mak cik guard tu nmpk..
cruzito_gurlz05: dia pon panggil aku, then ckp "adik kat cni x leh amik gambo seske ati.."
cruzito_gurlz05: aku pon.. alaa.. wat dek je r...
cruzito_gurlz05: then, kbetulan plak, ada org atsan dia lalu kat ctu..
cruzito_gurlz05: dia pon ckp skali "adik ni gambo ni x leh pkai.. kat cni x leh amik gambo seske ati.. nanti leh panggil polis" (indian)
cruzito_gurlz05: kitaorg pon cuak lagi..
cruzito_gurlz05: siap leh kata panggil polis tu..
cruzito_gurlz05: kitaorg dah terangkan dah yg kitaorg ada wat kajian..
cruzito_gurlz05: dia kata " xleh"..
cruzito_gurlz05: peh, benggang seyh.. aku bukannyer amik gambo kilang dia pon..
fauzi daen: 0o0
fauzi daen: pastuu
cruzito_gurlz05: juat amik gambo lambang n pondok guard je
cruzito_gurlz05: then, ada lagi sorang org atasan dia, dia pon tanya laaa..
cruzito_gurlz05: "ni apehal kat cni".. then indian td citer..
cruzito_gurlz05: org tu senang je.. dia kasik lepas senang je
cruzito_gurlz05: x byk citer..
cruzito_gurlz05: indian td kecoh r.. bdak skolah pon nak kenakan..
cruzito_gurlz05: masalah2 selesai..
cruzito_gurlz05: then masalah ke3..
cruzito_gurlz05: kamera plak wat hal..
cruzito_gurlz05: coz terjatuh dr moto..
cruzito_gurlz05: aduh.. x leh amik gambo camner nak wat kgt..
cruzito_gurlz05: lagipon sia2 r dtg jauh2 tp x dtg amik gambo..
cruzito_gurlz05: masalah ke3 selesai pabila kwn aku ni amik gambo dgn penuh kasik syg..
cruzito_gurlz05: nasib baik..
cruzito_gurlz05: kalo x, buang je r kamera tu masuk suang muar..
cruzito_gurlz05: huhuhu
cruzito_gurlz05: then, time nak balik
cruzito_gurlz05: kitaorg lalu jln blakang,,,
cruzito_gurlz05: jln laluan lembu2 sekalian..
cruzito_gurlz05: nak lalu jln td, takut ada lagi polis tu..
cruzito_gurlz05: peh, jln tu lecak seyh..
cruzito_gurlz05: masalah ke4 muncul pabila moto aku ni tersekat kat lecak
fauzi daen: alamakk..
fauzi daen: aku nak kua japp...
fauzi daen: ko cite jerkk.
fauzi daen: hehehehe
fauzi daen: wokehhh
fauzi daen: cian ko..
cruzito_gurlz05: aku pon jerit r kat kwn aku..
fauzi daen: takpe2
fauzi daen: ko samb je cite..
cruzito_gurlz05: ok2 !!
fauzi daen: nnti aku blk aku bace erkk..
fauzi daen: hehehehe
cruzito_gurlz05: nanti ko baca r,...
fauzi daen: jgn mara dsek se3dare
fauzi daen: ok
cruzito_gurlz05: jgn x baca !!!!
cruzito_gurlz05: errmmm..
cruzito_gurlz05: biler aku jerit, kwn aku ni terus brek..
cruzito_gurlz05: dia brek emergency sgt, menyebabkan moto dia dan dia2 skali jatuh mengiring..
cruzito_gurlz05: habis jeans dia koto..
cruzito_gurlz05: yg aku ni, tersekat kejap je ok.. x koto.. x ape pon..diaorg yg x tersekat plak koto..
cruzito_gurlz05: huhuhuhu...
cruzito_gurlz05: masalah ke5..
cruzito_gurlz05: kwn aku ni pkai baju waner merah..
cruzito_gurlz05: so diaorg takut lembu2 kat c2 kejar..
cruzito_gurlz05: coz lembu2 tu pandang diaorg semacam je..
cruzito_gurlz05: diaorg pon cuak r (asyik suspen je)
cruzito_gurlz05: so diaorg bwk moto meninggalkan aku ngan kwn aku yg jenas koto ni...
cruzito_gurlz05: *jeans
cruzito_gurlz05: akhirnyer sampai gak kat umah kwn aku ni..
cruzito_gurlz05: peh, byk halangan seyh..
cruzito_gurlz05: suspen all da time !!!
cruzito_gurlz05: tp syok gilerz !!
cruzito_gurlz05: k tu je..
cruzito_gurlz05: tata !! bye2!! aloha !!

##** kebykannyer me write.. he's just listen..

back from JB..

aloha !!! best g sana.. so much fun !! but mls nak tulis ape yg fun..

things cant 4get
>> berdiri dlm bas.. hehehe.. never in my life until dat day !!!
>> menjual sos + bunga + stationery secara depan2 ngan customer.. "makcik, nak beli bunga makcik?"... " bunga2!! 4 sepoloh inggit!!!"... "cik nak try sos nenas ni? dia x pedas.. sedap!!".. "dik, beli pensel dik.. murah je.. beli la dik".. huhuhu !!! best !!
>> kena denda ngan ketua facy coz menjerit dlm kompleks tu.. kena denda bersama sama ngan bdak sekolah aminuddin baki.. we all wat muka ponge je time kena denda ketuk ketampi 20kali kat depan pentas..
>> kesusahan mengangkat brg2 from 3rd floor till ground floor.. damn escalator !!! cant use 'em... damn lift 2!!! coz lift tu lembab giler..
>> duduk di tmpt org2 kurang upaya masa dlm bas..
>> cute2 boyz kat sana... :P
>> abg syamal (facy).. he is superb nice !!! so sad time nak balik tu, kena berpisah ngan dia.. dia ada kasik nasihat, sampai nangis2 kitaorg dibuatnyer.. ; (
>> meet wif marsha af4 time nak balik.. kitaorg balik late coz ada laaa.. skolah2 yg balik awal tu rugi.. hahaha : D
>> keseronokan di sana !!!

*#*# cruz, promish urself dat u'll never 4get all da things happen here !!